Alove...

and i apologise, but i didn't hold back. it's been bothering me ever since we stopped talking.

if there were a way to take back all the things i should've never said, i would instead leave an impression that i could always be there by your side. some thing i know i can do. and to never say those things again which would hurt you. i know now not to become so attatched though, as so i've been dearly hurt, even as much as to love you more than myself, but its a sacrifice i find worth taking. sound silly? many of us are. but i will still remain complacent with my feelings as well as your feelings. and not to let anything unworkable or uncomprisable rip or tear us apart. (i can not stress any more how much i mean that.)

i guess what i am trying to say is... i am capable of withstanding the scorching heat and wistful fires love can produce, and instead provide an amplitude of warmth and appreciation for you unlike anything or precedented than ever before. love unlike any other, except by One supernatural entity. but i stand not to constest to that kind of compassion, as i yet can not come close to fathom the amount of love that is, but i can say i know what it is like to give your heart to someone. many times over, only to be set aside again and over. and again.

pain bestows strength, and strength creates the potency of possibility to create an outstanding, understanding, and flourishing relationship. regardless what or who stands between them.

what woman on earth would turn down a guy like that if she knew that this could be her future?
tell me, who?